Case # 156

I was called into consult for a patient. She looked terrieified and backed away when I came into the room even though there was a nurse present. She was a minor. A run away whose parents wanted nothing to do with her. Aged was stated as 14 though she looked older. There was no hisotry of drug use or any mrks on her body and her drug screen came back clean. She didnt go by her birh name except for a German translation of the word black. She arrived or rather was taken into custody wearing just black panties and a black bra screaming gibbberish in German. Her parents were not german and only knew the English Lanuage. She just a hospital gown anf looked frantic as she eyed ,e like I was a tiger. I sat down in a cjair and I saw creep toward the nurse as if she coulf protect her against me. I realised that talking to her would be fruitless. I left the room and consulted with her main doctor about prescribing some sort of sedative. Je informed me she already was on a sedative. Though he would I reccomended a mixture of drugs that I though would allow me to speak to her more in a altered state. he said he needed authorization and woulf get back to me. In the meantime I reached out to the arents who said she had akways been a stubbirn rebellious child. She got mixed up with some german crowd that were nothing but trouble. About a year agio she started learning german and soon spoke it fluently and stopped spealing in english at all. They said when they searched her room after she had ran away the kast time she had found a diary all written in German in her hand writing. They agreed to meet with me and hand over the diary.
          I got the diary the next day. It was not a concurrent diaary a scanned a couple of years. It started with I lost my virginity on my 12th birthdy. I knew not the man or could see his face. he manhandled me feeling my body and I gelt no joy. No romance. he ripprf my pants off and tore my panties and soon he was in top of me I felt his penis at my vagina his tongue in my nouth and his hands on my small breasts and then with one painful push of his cock he was inside of me. Soon as he started fucking me iI started screaming. I twas so painful. He became gentler and soon the pain stopped and I started to feel pleasure. And then I came inside of me and pulled out. Leacing me on the bed naked and full of shame. Grandfather dided 6 months later in a car accident. There was no point in telling he had raped me nor that I had arranged for his death. It was all done.
       The 2nd entry had no date as actually none of the pages did, I started learning German today. I also started sucking my teachers cock. It wasnt a want rather I need. I was in debt for Grandgather and really wondered if it would ever be repaid.
    The next entry mentioed her parentd. I know they hate me. They wanted a boy.I think grandfather raped my mother as well. I think she kniws he raped me as well. She shed no tears at his funeral.My father looks at me. I think he to wants to fuck me. Im only 13.
        The journal entries were short but said so much. The next one was also interesting. I was iniated in the club. I can also speak german fluently though I still working on writing it from memory. I also am very profiecent at deepthroating a mans cock. I am no klonger laughed at or gag. I am even better then some of the older girls. Now I laugh at them. as a after thought I got fucked in the ass today for the first time. a 13 year old girl and getting ass fucked. I wonder what my parents would think. haha
      The next few entries talked about her refusing to talk English to piss off her parents who she hated and after turning a few tricks she had paid off the debt for her grandfathers death.
       The next entry brought more to current events. They drugged me again. I was getting to smart. The older girls didnt trust me. I think there hypnotising me. I feel urges. I ran away again. I dont trust my father and know my mother would let him fuck me. Maybe even watch and cheer him on. One of the older girls made me eat her pussy yesterday. It stunk.
       There were several blank pages and then this one. I killed her. The bitch whose pussy stunk. Sadlt I know my days are numbered here. I must get away. They watch me like a hawk. I think they I know I killed her but cant ptove it. The master likes the way I suck his dick to much. And the leader of the crew likes to fuck me in the ass to much to just killme on a whim.

There it ended no more entries.I got the approval and soon would be putting Her under a hypnotic state. I knew what drugs they gave her nor doughted she did either. As her doctor I would not disclose what I found in the diary. And I had no name of who she killed or if what she says of her grandfather was true. And really what jury would convict a abused 14 yr old girl with no evifence ecept for her words in a diary.